the one

You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times


Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul
Youre always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
Youll always be
You will always be the girl in my life


*miss you maaa*

badan pegel!!

iyalahh..9 jam di OK!!
Wes koyo' ahli bedah termasyhur ae..Padahal banyak nongkrongnya..
Mau jadi asisten tapi malu-malu..
Uuhh..Kesel aku..
Belom maem dari pagi..Padahal bontot dari kosan..
Bales dendam!!!
Pulang ke kos mampir jajan gorengan sekresek plus bubur kacang ijoo...
hummm...sekarang sedikit kelempokan..
Tapi sabar, katering malam ini akan datang dan siap untuk disantap..
Anyway, besok saya ujian stase onkologi..
Mohon doanya biar ujiannya berjalan lancar..

*begadang mode: ON*

setelah sekian lamaaaa..

Yaahh..Setelah sekian lama akhirnya saya baru ingat kalo punya blog sendiri..*aneh*

Dibikin pas lagi frustated2 nya ma yang namanya TA..Ngalor-ngidul sana-sini cari literatur, mentok2nya juga buka fs, atopun bikin blog kaya gini..*sekarang sdg gemar2nya buka fesbuk hi3* Cerita 6 bulan yang lalu..Setelah ujian TA yang mendebarkan itu usai.. Dan sekarang, saya sedang menikmati hidup baru sebagai koas!! Sedih,,seneng,,smuanya campur jadi satu.. Dari yang ngadepin supervisor yg baiknya minta ampuunn sampe dibantai habis2an uda pernah ngerasain juga.. humm.."no pain no gain".. kadang rasanya pengen balik lagi ngrasain nikmatnya masa2 kuliah..yg kerjaannya hahahihi di kelas, jalan2, pulang tiap minggu,ikut kegiatan sana-sini.. dan sekarang, dgn sdikit ekstreem gaya hidup itu berubah!! bahkan untuk sekedar pulang ke surabaya sehari dua hari pun belom bisaaa... uuuhhh... tapi mungkin ini hidup yg harus dijalani..kujalani.. tinggal meluruskan niat yg sedikit belok atopun inget orang2 rumah, sudah cukup bikin motivasi itu tumbuh lagi..;) karena org2 itulah yg tidak ingin aq kecewakan.. sudah..sudah.. jadi makin pengen pulang..*tetepp* eniwei,saya skrg sedang di lab bedah..sering masuk OK.. ga prnh ngasisteni tapi sering potoh2..hahaha.. yah..itulah koas..